EMO-ing..

juz looked at exco 09' frenster profile..
when i m still looking at their pictures..
i feel like one-kind..
kind of envy, jealous, unfair, unhappy,bo song....
haihhh..
i thought i can juz forget it and
continue with my new life-style..
but i juz knew tat i cant make it..
few days ago padma asked me tat whether i m going 2 mkus 1 anot..
then i just said dunno larh..and my daddy dun let me go..
but i just feel like i wanna go..
i wanna meet with my b-team 08 frens..
but i cant make it..
i promise my dad tat i wont join any hq activities 4 2 years..
haihh..
sad larh..
but i have confident that i can over cross my feeling..
i can tahan..
i ka ka dei also b-team lerh last year..

ex b-team: wendy~signing out..